10/20/2025
i've been feeling not so great physically lately, and that's usually when i have the most vivid dreams
in this one, i was reminiscing with an online friend about a person we both knew at one point years ago and that pushed me to reach out to her and she said that she had changed career paths or something because what she wanted to do didn't really pan out
i've been up for about 2 hours now wishing it was that easy to get back into contact with people, it should be because the internet exists but that just makes it all the more frustrating when you begin to forget things about them or can't find them
dunno 😭 i'm just lonely