11/12/2025
i couldn't sleep last night for some reason i don't really understand
on halloween, i cut my finger somehow. it went like this: i was sitting on a stool and holding my phone and i got up to make space for someone and move it back, but i nearly tripped and my finger got caught between the metal of the stool and the corner of my phone and it started bleeding (i still have the scab/bruise)
it took me about 5 minutes to get the bleeding to stop and when i would close my eyes to try to sleep, i kept feeling the pain of it and seeing the blood? i'm not sure why, just that it took me a long, long time to stop thinking about that long enough to fall asleep
i think i fell asleep at 8am and only just woke up, at 5pm
i've certainly temporarily ruined my sleep schedule, i hope it isn't too hard to fix