1/14/2025
good evening, wherever you are in the world!
it's currently 8:47pm for me. i think that i'll start adding a time to whenever i publish these. i used to do it in my regular diary, whenever i tried to actively write, so that i could look back on it and know how i felt on a specific day at a specific time. of course, i would only write in it when i felt extremely bad about myself, so i guess i didn't have to include it at all. it's part of why i'm trying to write an entry a day as part of my new years resolution now. i feel as if i blocked out years from my memory and now the only recollection i have left is entirely negative. i had good days in that time, too, but i don't remember any of them.
anyway, today was nice. i wasn't not feeling too well, so i slept until 1pm. and then i woke up and had a small lunch and continued writing notes for my class. the final exam seems to have gotten pushed up a day so now i have only tomorrow to write notes on 3 different presentations. i'm working on it now so that i'm not too stressed out tomorrow.
at about 4pm, my mom got home and i gave myself a break. i bought something off marketplace with the remainder of my christmas money, only the seller lived about 40 minutes away from me. i'm surprised that my mom was willing to give me a ride. grateful, too. after i had picked it up, we went to get dinner to bring home. only, things got stressful from that point on. we had to drop dinner off for my sister and then my brother videocalled my mom, so she was juggling helping out two different people at the same time. after finally sorting both those things out, my dad called. he's currently out of town on a work trip and gone for a few weeks. and then my brother called again! and because my mom also had to pick something up from a coworker, so did the lady that we were on our way to visit. we were both dead tired by this point and just happy to get home.
it was nice, though. we ate our food and watched an episode of like water for chocolate. it's a beautiful show and a nice way to end my day. i'm excited to continue it and see how the chemistry between the two leads unfolds.
signing off at 8:58pm.