11/7/2025
so it's been a few weeks since i started taking medication, and i was thinking yesterday about if there's been any noticeable difference and i realized that i don't actually know
i do feel better, but this isn't unusual, really, because i do sometimes and then when my mood dips, i feel pretty low. a lot of the time, it feels like going from one extreme to another, more than bad vs. good in the normal sense
i'm not sure if this means i should stop taking them and i don't exactly know how to ask? i think maybe i should
in other news, it's my cousin's sweet 16th today and i don't have the energy to pretend it's fun to sit in a room for 7 hours, so i won't be going
all of this is to say maybe i don't feel better and i'm just convincing myself i do! i have no fucking idea!
thanks for reading