1/2/2025
good evening!
i felt so emotional yesterday and then today it was nothing? well, i felt annoyed all day and so i didn't feel better than i did on new years. it's a different kind of negative feeling, though. i've noticed that. i can be having a great day and then something minor, like a comment from a friend, can make me feel uncomfortable. then it just blossoms into feeling irritated for hours. i haven't thought about why this could be or how to not let my emotions take control like that.
i want to be a better person, so it's something that i have to make progress on.
besides that, i had an alright day. i spent hours watching something i enjoy and ordered dinner for myself.
i hope tomorrow is better.