love me 4 me

12/22/2025

i keep having these nightmares i'm not sure what to make of

in the first one, i was with my family (minus my dad) when my mom got a call that he had passed away - i've been in a situation like this before, i remember exactly where i was and what time it was when my grandma passed away when i was 6 and my mom got the news of that. it mirrors that almost exactly

in the second one, i'm back at my middle school and there's this line of people against the walls in the hallway all the way from the entrance to a random classroom and when i reach it, this girl that used to bully me (🫩) turns to face me and says that she's glad we met up again and gives me a hug

i woke up after that both times, and i'm still not sure what to make of them

i've been thinking about them all day because 8 hours is a long time and then again when i got home and was trying to take a nap