2/24/2025
good evening, bearblog frequenters!
today was exhausting again. i have to get used to that feeling. i got to work at about 8am for what i thought would be a shorter than usual shift (i was supposed to get out at 12pm). except someone didn't show up so i didn't get out until 2:45. it was so tiring having to help them through the lunch rush with only 3 coworkers and one very pissed off manager, especially because i've only had about 2 days of training. after i finally clocked out, i had to walk home. i was about to die, honestly. i had to pause for a few minutes because everything was hurting and i felt like i couldn't breathe.
i'm finally relaxing now, although i have to do some of my readings. i have a midterm tomorrow and now i have to prepare. it's crazy how busy i am now compared to only two weeks ago. i'm not sure how feasible it is for me to stay at this job. if i'm always this tired, my grades will slip and finishing school is the priority. like, i really need the extra money and this way, i can switch to a better insurance. that's important for me because i can't have this procedure that i've been waiting for since about 10 months ago. it's a lot to think about!
anyway, i should focus but i couldn't not update.
see you tomorrow!