3/5/2025
good evening!
today was weird. i feel torn between excited and nervous for the future. i think it's the lingering feelings from that situation at work and having to get used to a new group of people. i wish i could quit, but i need money to exist.
i'm also kind of angry at my mother because while she can't spare twenty minutes to help me fix something, she can help out my sister or my aunt or whoever else asks and devote all of her time to that. we've had a few arguments about it all in the last few days.
so, there's a lot of conflicting feelings.
dunno how to feel, but i'll think about that later! goodnight.