4/7/2025
hi, i've decided to publish today's entry a little bit earlier than usual!
so, i've been watching svu s1 and it just hits harder than more recent seasons. in the first six episodes online, there's been the episodes where the 2 women team up to kill their rapist, the one where the woman who was sexually abused by her father kills herself (the ending scene in this one made me cry more than any other piece of media i've encountered, i think), and the one where a young woman is murdered by her professor and that (very briefly and maybe this is too generous) touches on how innocent black men specifically are punished by the system. it just feels so different from what the show is now. i may be biased, though, because i think my 3 favorite characters in all of the show were only in the early seasons. i'm an alexandra cabot and brian cassidy fan for life, really.
in other news, my grade is going up again after i made the decision to drop the class that i couldn't handle. it makes me feel proud of myself and is just one less thing to stress about.
i feel much better than i did yesterday, but it shifts pretty easily.
goodnight (or good morning)!