5/22/2025
hi!
i just spent two minutes thinking about the way to begin this post? i feel weird jumping straight into the sharing part but when i write out a greeting, it feels sort of rehearsed, like i'm filming a commercial in my head instead of venting
today was fine! i have to babysit in a few minutes, but before that i was relaxing. i've tried to begin doing research for something i want to write. the problem is, i want to go against the grain here, and i'm not sure if it's the right direction. i'm excited to continue that tomorrow, though. it feels like this is what i'm meant to be doing. i don't feel so much like i'm disconnected from everything when i focus on something
i'm going to cling to that feeling and see if it can push me to certainty, i think
seeeeeee u tmr