7/22/2025
so last night i was up at 4am and i should've definitely been sleeping but i realized that i wanted to write 3 letters (2 to actors that i liked as a child that have now retired and 1 to a public figure who i support in a way) and then i couldn't get the thought out of my head, like my brain was telling me to write them then and there? i didn't but i did feel anxious for about 2 hours, like if i didn't put it in words how i was feeling in that moment, i would never be able to fully express to them how important they were and are to me
i had to listen to music and wait for it to subside but i nearly cried, for some reason
does anyone else ever feel like that? it's not common but it happens to me sometimes 😒
idkk but c u tomorrow