7/28/2025
hiiii
i went to the mall today and i saw this really cute dress and i tried asking my mom if she'd loan me so that i could get it (i'm not really a dress person) and her response was that she wasn't sure i'd wear it
that's understandable because i've always been more of a, like, horror movie tee and jeans type girl and everything but i was disappointed because for a few minutes, i felt like i could be someone different? unsure how 2 explain this in the correct way but i felt almost pretty for the time that i thought i'd buy and wear it
it's probably a deeper thing and i'm not insecure but it felt for a second like i could be more secure in myself if i started wearing dresses?
anyway that's how i felt today and now i'm going to either go sleep or do some internet window shopping and try to feel better