8/13/2025
hello hello :)
this week has been an improvement on the last one/few but as i get closer to my first day, i get more anxious! it's a little odd because i've done this for about 4 semesters now and i still feel unused to everything
the other thing on my mind is that all of my friendships feel fragile and i don't know if that's because of me or because of someone else (though i feel bad thinking this) -- everything just feels like it could end at any moment, even the strongest of connections
so i don't feel great but i feel steady and that's all i can hope for sometimes, i think