8/27/2025
i've been thinking about conclusions and things ending and finality lately
as in, its connection to time? its a bit like, i keep seeing these things that only remind me of how quickly time is moving. like my aunt is retiring in a month, my parents are discussing how they don't have the energy anymore to cook for long periods of time so they're eating simpler, and other occurrences like that
i feel like i'm a little behind everything or that the path i'm meant to be on has gone off course, and i wonder what'll happen if i don't fix it soon, because of how things are just shifting or concluding? it's a little hard not to feel like i got left behind at some point
apart from that, i had a nice class day and got to meet a professor that i had been emailing with for months in person for the first time today! it's nice to put a real person to a name
(i'll be less dramatic tmr, i've just been feeling off lately)