9/9/2025
i have decided (or maybe i only just got confirmation) that i am probably the worst person ever at juggling things
i sat for an hour in front of my computer thinking about replying to an email i got, and then i got an email back about how i could submit an assignment a few hours for at least partial credit so i did (refer to one of my last two entries) and by the time i was done, i just wasn't in the right headspace anymore
i know it's not healthy that i can't seem to multitask or that i have to force myself into the right state of mind to just exist the same way that other people can so easily manage! i'm not sure how i can fix this, or if there is a fix, outside of just making myself try to do that & i wish it was yesterday again when i thought i was only stressing out about school and my classes
tomorrow is wednesday so at least the week will be half over